TRAVEL DIARY

A weblog regularly updated by Jodi Rose.

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

11:18 PM
Posted by jodi rose

apparently I am no longer an 'emerging artist'
according to a random sample of peer review
seem to have crossed that invisible line
and become if not established then maybe slightly coagulated
out of the cocoon but still finding my wings. or spots. or something.

have a lucid moment between 2-4am these days
can't seem to think straight any other time
oh well, guess I'll try and sleep for a few hours
then get up and tackle those to-do lists in the wee hours
get to look at the clear night sky and all those stars

sad and not quite here yet even though it's been good so far
spend so much of my time dreaming of somewhere else
and why? it's so much effort and not really any different
or is it? maybe the difference is in me, not the place

yes, all kinds of disaster and trauma taking place out there
people dying, going to jail, being born, getting done over, done in
too much time for self-reflection is that it? making up for lost months
ah well a visit to mum will stop that, she'll get me working
don't just sit there, do something she used to tell me when I daydreamed
I can quite happily sit and daydream for hours
or used to.... now I can say it's positive visualisation & meditating ;)