TRAVEL DIARY

A weblog regularly updated by Jodi Rose.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

5:47 PM
Posted by jodi rose

fleshy foods
roast heck
unraveling
signals
perception
shift

-nothing comes into being until there are the words-
unconsciously unraveling myself back to a new point of departure. poemcrazy p197
susan wooldridge writes:
belgian physicist Ilya Prigogine won a Nobel Prize in 1977 for his theory of dissipative structures, a kind of chaos theory. He showed that a period of dissolution is necessary before any system - a cell, a society, a solar system or person - can jump to a higher level of organisation. Seen this way, unraveling or disintegration is a vital, creative event making way for the new.

yes. I am glad we have sorted that out. now I can feel free to dissolve in peace. into sunshine flickering dandelions outside time hovering dragonfly between worlds.

and later... quote :the way to center is by abandonment. Am I willing to give up what i have in order to be what I am not yet? sometimes it is best if we dont know where we are going, as long as we take the steps: end quote

overcoming the vague all pervasive guilt about life as an artist to embrace chance, chaos, unexpected meetings, celebrate food laughter and love.